"We're neither pure, nor wise, nor good; we do the best we know."


The shadow of an aircraft over the Saudi desert, November 1986.Photograph by Jodi Cobb, National Geographic Creative


so what, bootiful

rolled a spliff for breakfast and then came back in to roll another one and what do i see on the table? the joint i tried to face last night about 2/3s done c: 

baes best friend

white triumph

synapses are firing inside my chest

like they used secret tunnels too, only perhaps

this wasn’t as destructive and really only pertained to me.

i suppose though, that thats my infinity

and i wish more than anything

that you could be here, or i could be there

you softly whispering the metrinome to breathing

confiding our heartstrings fly above the kites

that through the bullets and their shrapnel

i will find us

clinging together for sustinance, and promise, and faith

that the waiting will end, ultimately,

and i shall return to a more vivid world.

i will release my vivid world.

"You are at once both the quiet and the confusion of my heart; imagine my heartbeat when you are in this state."

— Franz Kafka, Letter to Felice Bauer on December 20, 1912 


marty mcconnell


boob boob

boo boob


boob boob boo

Waiting sucks

Not being able to see the person you want utmost sucks


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